Beginning At The End.

    Here I go attempting to blog as a way of making contact with like minded people who may be in need of help during this experience of true awakening. I'm 'beginning' to reach out to you at this time, where I believe we're extremely close to 'the end' of this era on earth as we know it. Better late than never, right?

    If you are here on this particular blog then you were invited by someone you know, so welcome! I hope I can be of service to you. Feel free to invite anyone you think might find this type of service and information helpful.

    You are on my mind always. I don't know yet who you are, but I feel and sense your calling. You may be asking questions that I can help with? You may be wondering 'why' you're more sensitive lately? I truly don't know what I can do until we meet. And maybe I need you as much as you need me for we are all one. Don't let the beginning of the end scare you. We are in a cycle that repeats itself over and over again. Be excited because this is what you've been waiting for. This moment, this experience, right NOW. I'm excited as punch this is happening. Sure, the turmoil and confusion is truly inconvenient, rough and annoying most of the time. However within the pressure lay the jewels. You are the jewels. We all are. It's time to balance out our spirituality and get back to a more sensitive, loving and harmonious way of living. Let's burn off some karma and kick old habits that are holding us back. We are in the refiners fire and it's going to be okay.

What you will find on my blog:

    On my blog I will write messages, write my opinions, and offer my service to others in metaphysical ways such as helping with decoding your dreams, doing personal readings, helping you discover your core values and I'll do needed energy clearings upon request.

    I believe these things will help you awaken faster to the divine being that you are. My hope is to help you gain deeper understanding and personal insight to the bigger picture, that we are all One and we are all created from one original thought. 

• Yes, I believe in inner and outer planetary help. We call them angels, but truly they're our highly intelligent, inter dimensional  intergalactic family trying their best to aid us. At this time especially we need all the help we can get. Opening our hearts to our galactic family connects us to our origins. But we must be careful as some of our family don't have the best intentions. Learn to discern between service to others (positively polarized) and service to self (negatively polarized.)
• Yes, I believe dreaming is one of the better ways to connect with our highest self through the veil without breaking the law of free will.
• Yes, I believe we have negatively attached and confused visitors/entities  which are in need of healing and guidance back to their most perfect place that we need to clear from our energies, auras and chakras on a daily basis.
• Yes, I believe in karma fully 100%. We're here to do a mission, burn off what karma we have created by distorting the law of free will and not collect more karma while we are completing this. Be brave and face your karma. Your greatest strengths and gifts await you through this refinement.

    If any of this appeals to you, then stick around and participate in reading the posts to come. If I get enough participation I can create a forum for everyone to kindly converse with each other in loving support.

    If any of this makes you uncomfortable, angry or upset please feel free to search something else in your browser. Gently move along and browse the many million other blogs out there. Please be kind and don't hate on my posts. There is no need for that. Besides, it causes karma.

Contact me as you need:    

    If you are in need of my assistance then you need to take action and reach out to me through the contact me area on this blog. Or send an email to www.peridosia.kellie@gmail.com. This way it is personal, private and easier to communicate one on one. I will do my best to help with any of the things mentioned above and general questions you may have.

Much love and light always. Breathe deeply and calmly.

Thank you, mahalo!

Love Kellie

A Lonely Creator.

Note: This may be a sensitive topic to some so please remember, I'm not meaning in anyway to offend anyone. My opinions are always optional and I only wish to pose some interesting questions. If talking about spirituality is not one of your favorite topics, maybe you could read this post a bit later or not at all?

Does religion make me happy?

    I've asked myself questions when I hungered for growth and awareness. A couple of those questions included, "Was I really truly happy being religious?" and "Did religion bring me joy?"

    I had to be honest with myself and really get down to the fact that I was not happy being religious. I was scared, worried I wasn't enough, close minded, nervous and always judgmental of myself and of 'others.' I had happiness and joy in moments. But over all I had too many unanswered questions that were not being addressed at all which left me feeling alone, lost and confused. I did 'what's right' because I believed it's what I was 'supposed' to do to bring me joy and happiness. Doing what's right then made me look good in the eyes of God so now he'd love me, I'd get his blessing and be safe, right? Why then did I feel so lost and confused even if I did everything right? Confusing, noninclusive and elusive,  this is how religion felt to me everyday. 

    Being completely honest took all the guts I had at the time. Of course my life changed when I left religion. There was much loss. However, this is where my life began to heal. My strength began to return. I'd finally broken free of my co-dependent, external  God relationship. This is when my eyes began to open and I saw that God is much much bigger than any religion, and much closer too.

Does religion divide us?    

    See if you will how religion might cause division. There are over 35,000 different versions of Christianity on the earth today, all claiming to be, 'The one true word." This doesn't include the thousands of other religions which are not Christian based. How can they all be claiming the same thing? How can they all be true? It is impossible. Yet each believe wholeheartedly they are right. How does one really choose without dividing oneself from another? That's religious division for you. Good luck picking the 'one truest of true' versions you need to follow. 

A broader view of the Divine:

    In my opinion, take if you will  a much needed and much broader look at what religion is trying to encompass but can't quite grasp. A perspective which encompasses EVERYONE and brings them together. Step back, open your eyes and heart to a much grander picture. Think galactic, think multiverse, think cosmos times infinity all connected to one source, a Divine Creator if you will.

    Think if you will of this Divine Creator, experiencing itself for eternity alone. The sorrow, pain and unbearable sadness of being alone for eternity was too much to endure for another eternity. This sorrowful experience was a catalyst which caused the creation of a thought. One original thought, "I don't want to be alone. I want to experience myself as more than myself." The will and desire of this thought created, in simple terms, polarity, and the beginning of eternity with other selves, each evolving, growing and experiencing them self through the Divine Creator.

    The One Divine Creator which is Love (originally called Logos), is everything and now could experience itself in and through the experiences of it's other/sub selves (sub Logoi.) This was many times more joyous than being alone.

    This broader view explains how all religious and non-religious people receive blessings, messages, intuition, nudges and answered prayers. All are part of the one original thought. All are Divine. All are One.