Did We Forget Something?

Original meaning of 'sin' (to forget):   

    Think if you will of the scripture passages stating that 'Jesus/Jehoshua died for their sins." If he died because we had 'forgotten' who we are, this would change everything about religion.

One won't get far enough in religion to truly awaken, why? Religion has distortions which cause more confusion. Just like in the example of sin meaning 'to forget.' Religion sets one up to believe in an external God. This is very confusing in a way that to become 'like God' one must be judged by this external God and then placed in the area you've earned. Once placed, you live there for eternity. So those who don't make the grade don't actually get to become 'like God' at all. Hmmm, better luck next time I guess?

    Further confusion comes as fear of this 'judgement'  when one becomes fearful of offending God and at the same time completely full of adoring love for God's tender mercies and blessings. How can one truly attain growth being in complete fear and complete love at the same time? If this were a marriage between two people this would be a considered an abusive and co-dependent relationship. 

• "I'm afraid of him/her, but I truly love him/her and will do anything for him/her to make him/her happy."
• "I know that it's stressful at times doing all the things he/she asks me to do, but I know in the end it will all be worth it so I consider it a blessing to have him/her in my life."

The questions:

1. "Am I afraid of being judged for the things I have fallen short of in my lifetime?" 
2. "Do I believe Jesus atoned for my sins and where I fall short, in the end he will make up the difference?"

If Jesus is going to make up the difference for us all why have judgement in the first place, for anyone? Why not call it an analysis instead of a judgement?

In my opinion this does not make any sense and it gives away the responsibility. I feel I am responsible for my growth as I am Divine in my nature. I need to strive to understand what I can from each experience. In the end, I decide if I am ready for the next lessons, or if I need to repeat a few in a different way to understand even deeper meanings from within each one.

Cosmic Possibilities

Possibilities that include everyone on a spiritual path:

• Could it be possible that we're all connected somehow in this big multi-verse? 
• Could it be possible that we're evolving, growing and experiencing life here on earth as sub Logoi and have forgotten?
• Could it be possible that we're not alone on this journey? That those sub Logoi who've made it further along in evolving awareness than we have are currently trying to help us awaken and remember through dreams, synchronicities and promptings? 
• Could it be that we're all the Divine Creator disguised through a veil of forgetfulness and confusion? 
• Could it be that we decided on our own to come here to this earth, at this time, knowing we would completely forget who we really are? 
• Could it really be that in being Divine in nature, we're all responsible for our own actions and thoughts while we're here?
• Could it be that our mission is to remember who we are, to love others as our self like Jesus (originally called Jehoshua) taught during his lifetime?
• Could is be possible that Jesus/Jehoshua was trying to teach those of us alive during that time of awakening about the 'Christ Light' or the 'Christ Awareness' that we are all One and what he/Jesus does we also can do?
• Could it be that after we pass through the veil in this life we only are responsible for ourselves, to judge ourselves and decide where is best for us to go next?
• Could it be that we're all spiritually connected as sub Logoi, capable of evolving into even more awareness, having the strength to accomplish this within our mind/bodies/spirits at this very time?